i'm tired

I'm tired by Ellina Michelle

I'm tired of all the people around me

i'm tired of being too kind

i'm tired of being fool

i'm tired of all this

i know that you won't do as you said

i know that all is just to make me happy

but i still put hope on what you say

i m just too tired

when all i ever wanted i just not for me

just makes me feel like crying 

i'm tired of this

when i've given up already

you just keep on giving me hope

what the hell gone into me 

Why did i believe 

the stupid mistake that i would ever do

this is just not me

i'm losing my faith in you

i'm losing my trust in you

that's it

now this relationship is just empty

you will never get in my heart

like you always do

i'm sorry i that i have to tell you

i never love you

i've tried so hard

but you just keep on making mistakes

Weird Dream

Oh this few day i had few weird dreams and i feel that dreams is from God coz everytime I think how weird the thing is, it will related to God That I had so doing so much wrong thing.. Oh God i am repenting against my sin... i had the desire to love you like i did before.. i want to have the faith that i had in you before.. i miss you God.. This week MUST MUST MUST MUST go to church.. I MUST GO!!

Happy belated new Year... Hahax.... =D

Lambat kan updated status.Memang sangat2 lambat. Quite busy la skang nie. X da masa nak buat smua benda. Actually a bit kecewa la ari nie. Coz cuti kena tunda. Exam kena tunda. Yang sad nya. Memang x dapat balik coz yang tiket murah 2 bukan dalam lingkungan cuti tue. Ada kebaikan gak. boleh buat revision lama ceket.
=( ... X pa ..  x da rezeki mo balik ka. Sabar jak .. 2010 nie memang tahun yang agak mencabar.. Mula2 pun da ada banyak masalah. hehex.. masa ari tue ada komplikasi antara aku Mr M.. N now Mr Seng. N Ex/gF Mr.  Seng. Mrs Thivyah 2 . Semua buat pening. Tahun jumpa banyak kawan. Hehe. jumpa 04 (edwin). Jumpa Jass.. hehe.. banyak kawan.. Tapi ellina ba ni.. da settle... hehehe

n My improvement for this year is. i am learning chinese. Now macam da boleh cakap.. =) .. i like.. Thanks to seng coz banyak mendorong. Dulu just know n understand the basic2 thing. Skang nie da pandai cikit untuk bercakap. walao tunggang terbalik.. nie pun dapat inspiration dari mak seng. mak dia india tapi fuyoh.. lancar jo cina... bukan mak dia... family dia belah ayah yang da kawin ngan india, semua cam 2.. erm.....

My new year resolution....
#Learning chinese
#Do all homework on time
#be a bit matured =D .. hahax...
#Study hard
#Learning not to keep all feelings by myself
#Berusaha untuk berjimat sebaik mungkin

ChaYoh!!
=D

p/s Should be learning tamil rather than chinese kan... but who cares.... =D